I was contemplating, while throwing onions, carrots, and sausage at a cast iron pan for dinner tonight, how many celebrity crushes I had during my teenage and college years. Looking back, I should have known. I didn’t have a label to understand my orientation. All I knew was that there were gays and lesbians and everyone else. That was what I was taught. I was also taught that being gay or lesbian was evil. So, I didn’t want to be evil.

It’s been a while and my immediate family has seriously changed their tune and chilled way out. I also came out to them about who I am as a pansexual-pandgendered individual. To me, because they went from religious to accepting, it was a good coming out of the pantry situation. Others don’t have that luxury. I do realize that.

Anyways. So, you’re probably here just for the pics. Let’s see what I can find to explain my OMG hello god people problem I get.

Michelle Pfeiffer on Ladyhawke's set
Michelle Pfeiffer – Ladyhawke
Ladyhawke (1985)
Matthew Broderick – Ladyhawke
Tilda Swinton in Constantine (2005)
Tilda Swinton – Constantine
moonsdarksideitsme: “Legolas♥♥♥ ”
Orlando Bloom – The Lord of the Rings
Make me dance, I want to surrender ♫ — Evey
Natalie Portman – V for Vendetta. I watched this movie twice back to back the first day I saw it. The Salt Flats will always stick with me, and Stephen Frye.
Kiera Knightly – King Arthur
Tristan, King Arthur by MrAhn on DeviantArt
Mads Mikkelsen – King Arthur
Young James Spader in Gray Suit
Young James Spader
Dustfinger - Paul Bettany in Inkheart (2008).
Paul Bettany
Marion Ravenwood is the Best Part of ‘Raiders of the Lost Ark’ | Decider
Karen Allen – Indiana Jones & Raiders of the Lost Ark
Photographic Print: Cary Grant, 1956 : 24x18in
Young Carey Grant
Jeff Goldblum and Geena Davis
Jeff Goldblum and Geena Davis

A Break For Cartoons – Yep. I’m admitting to that too.

Captain Amelia - Alien Species Wiki - Aliens, UFOs, Space aliens
Captain Amelia – Treasure Planet
disney movies, peter pan, aladdin, frozen, lady and the tramp, atlantis, tangled, pocahantas
Milo and Kida – Atlantis
RetroGeekaDriod # 5: Crush Your Crush! (Anime Edition) ...-RetroGeekaDriod # 5: Mga Crush ng Crush Mo! (Anime Edition) | Chubibo boy’s Life  RetroGeekaDriod # 5: Crush Your Crush! (Anime Edition) | Chubibo boy's Life   -
Kenshin Himura – Rurouni Kenshin
godlymansean:  Vash the stampede from trigun!
Vash – Trigun
“.hack//Sign” (trademarked as .hack//SIGN) is an anime television series directed by Kōichi Mashimo and produced by studio Bee Train and Bandai Visual, that makes up one of the four original storylines of the .hack franchise. Twenty six original...
Tsukasa and Subaru – .hack//sign
Blue Seed Beyond Anime DVD Review
Kusanagi and Fujimiya – Blue Seed
Densetsu no Tosoku! Yoko Kurama (1993)
Kurama/Yoko – Yu yu hakusho
Characters | Ouran High School Host Club Wiki | FANDOM powered by Wikia
Haruhi, Kyoya, Morinozuka
D.Gray-man Allen Walker art #DGrayman #anime #cosplayclass
D.Gray-Man – Allen Walker
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Miranda Lotto – D.Gray-Man
Trinity Blood. The world is destroyed and rebuilt. Tensions between the human and the vampire populations of the planet are always close to war. Father Able, who isn't one or the other, is doing his best to stop that from happening.
Able Nightroad and Ester – Trinity Blood
The Medicine Seller – Mononoke
#haku #naruto
Haku – Naruto
Luka Urushibara | Science Adventure Wiki | Fandom
Ruka – Steins;Gate
Yuu Kashima | Anime - Monthly Girls' Nozaki-kun | Birthday - October 31
Kashima – Monthly Girls Nozaki-kun
Tensei Shitara Slime Datta Ken Tempest Rimuru #TenseiShitaraSlimeDattaKen #Tempestrimuru #anime
Rimura Tempest – That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime
Kirito: Sword Art Online II. Good fanart but I'm still wondering- WHY WAS KIRITO A GIRL IN THE 1ST PLACE?!
Kirito – Gun Gale Online
Jibril (No Game No Life) [2560x1440] : Animewallpaper
Jibril – No Game No Life

I was part of the Anime Club during college. I had a propensity to dress for class, so I’d come dressed for anime club. It was variable between people saying I looked like I was cosplaying as Hatori Sohma from Fruits Basket or Haruhi from Ouran High School – probably because these were my two main go to outfits. Let’s say college was a freeing experience.

Hatori Sohma | Fruits Basket Wiki | Fandom
598 Best Ouran High School Host Club images | High school host ...

I’m not sure that explained anything at all about my taste in people. I sure hope you got something out of that. I at least got to drool over pretty characters for a couple hours.

I am a writer and artist working through the Kavordian Library series. I write sci-fi, fantasy, lgbt romance.

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